Friday, March 25, 2011

email from the ex.


23 March at 17:13 
You are a nut bag.
A. You clearly did get this you probably just forgot who I was
B. I was not your frown leader bc we went to different schools
So what's new? Tell me something about your life these days and I'll
pretend to be interested like some sort of 'friend' or 'peer' or
something other than a hate filled ex who's sanity and hope for
hapiness was raped.
:^)
I saw that in an email today and had fun recreating it. In fact that
emoticon is the most fun I have had with you since imagining I rolled
you up in a carpet and threw you off a bridge.
Ex's and ew's
Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network
thank you lilleyman

tgif.

why is monday so far from friday? and friday so close to monday?
shake your money maker. tgif.

people don't forget.

this. or that time you cried and called your mom when you got punked.

haters gonna hate.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

trying.

Im a confident liar
Have my head in the oven so you know where i'll be
I try to be more romantic
i wanna believe in everything you believe
I was less than amazing
I do not know what all the troubles are for
I fall asleep in your branches
you're the only thing i ever want anymore
the national

talk it over coffee.

everyone knows the therapy in a cup or coffee. the ritual in your morning brew. but did you know that it is actually proven by philosophers that some of your best thinking happens over a cup of coffee. Scott F. Parker and Michael W. Austin explain how, coffeehouse is one of the few places open to everyone where gathering and lingering are encouraged, where leisure (as distinct from entertainment) is a goal. This seems crucial. In our world of endless distraction and constant surface-level attention, coffee plays an interesting role. On the one hand, it contains caffeine, and the stimulation it provides can be used to live an even more kinetic life. On the other hand, drinking coffee can be one of your most intentional and deliberate acts. You take time out of your day to do something that brings you simple pleasure. And the fact that coffee is generally served hot helps because it requires that you pay attention -- you literally have to slow down to drink it. I think focusing like this, even just for 15 minutes at a time, is critical for mental health.
"One thing I want to encourage is treating coffee in this latter mode -- slowing down, enjoying it and using your coffee time for paying attention to the world--and the caffeine helps with this. Drinking coffee doesn't necessarily lead people to do philosophy, but I want it to give them a chance."
thank you huffington post 

in spirit of the moon.

it's in the stars. a wonderful guide to attracting and loving your star.
thank you gala 

cougar town.

look at my rings my rings my rings!
look at my rings my rings my rings!
look at my rings my rings my rings!
this will only impress the small part of the population who loves cougar town like I do.

seat at the bar.

saddest girl to ever hold a martini.
vanilla sky.

la la land is calling.

I'm ready to go.